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I was feeling homesick for the event while it was happening.

Cult of Aloneness: The need for autonomy at all costs, usually at the expence of long-term relationships. Often brought about by overly high expectations of others.

Now Denial: To tell oneslf that he only time worth living is the past and that the only time that may ever be interesting again is the future.

All looks with strangers became the unspoken question, "are you the stranger who will rescue me?" Starved for affection, terrified of abandonment, I began to wonder if sex was really just an excuse to look deeply into another human being's eyes.

Maybe we were all promised heaven in our lifetimes, and what we ended up with can't help but suffer in comparison.